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Saturday, October 30, 2004
many things i need to do online todae. haiis. cannot say wad though. want to give ppl a surprise! :) just came back from the beach. changi beach. it was so peaceful, and the scenery was beautiful. it was still full moon altho the 15th was 2 days ago. the light was reflected onto the waters, and it looked so mesmerizing, so peaceful. the sound of waves breaking, and the cold wind blowing, i felt like flying right then. yeah. it sounds stupid. but i relle felt so. the last few weeks i visited the beach, there was no wind at all... felt darn blissful todae. hhahas.reminiscing with edwin lee... that guy arhs. haven met for several years. friends from p2 to p4! i rmb ppl called him chicken -.-" life is indeed a beautiful thing if u know how to treasure it :) 
Your beauty is all your own! You don't like to be the same as everyone else and find that being unique makes you more attractive. The normal trends just don't fit you and things are just more fun when they're upside down. Actually, it probably bugs you when you find someone wearing the same clothes as you or just copying who you are. You love to be the one that turns heads with individuality and spunkiness. You're kind of beauty, I would say, could be characterized by your confidence. Though it's not a physical trait, it deffinately shows on you. Rock on! (If you can't see the pictures, go to my profile and look near the very bottom) What kind of beauty should you have? (girls w/ pics) brought to you by Quizilla Friday, October 29, 2004 fam dance comp. we got 1st. i dun sound happy, do i? cos i dunno why we got the prize. hahas. i guess it was the props? last dae of sch. isabella is the head prefect. not badd... hahas. she's got the leading stuff i guess. tammy is the head monitor. she's cute! not feeling very happy todae. haiis. Thursday, October 28, 2004  You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people feel that they have known you their entire life. Many often open up to you for they view you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although people trust you, you have a hard time trusting them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled up inside, or display them very quietly. It is alright to open up every once in a while. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla woo hoos. how great. (take note of the sian-ness!) the skit was horrible. cos onli like 10 to 20 ppl were there to watch. like. woah. great support we have. and the books in the boxes are so.... little. haiis. that was onli the 1st blow. another big blow came right afterwards. huahui is merging with chinese calli and maybe weiqi!! haiis. its soooooooo brainless of ppl to do that????!!! and they din even consult and ask for our opinions before merging us with the clubs!! NOTE that we are the PERFORMING ARTS, not CLUBS. and thye totally dun respect us! we are one independent cca, which has qt good reputation among the performing arts. now we're becoming obiang clubs and societies!! not insulting or wad, but relle lorhs. haiis. if they want the name CLDDS and merge all those clubs tog with huahui, why not change our name to chinese drama club??? i dun want to become part of clubs and societies!!! yikes!!! ppl, lets promote ANTI MERGING OF HUAHUI!!! Wednesday, October 27, 2004 im gonna tell all ppl out there the secret yiling told me. ONE CHARITY WON THE MINI DRAMA COMPETITION!!! omg im still not over the shock. one moment we all just started acting. and another minute its over. and we all did well! all of us were calm and cool, no one screwed up their lines, and everything is in order!!! other classes were real good too. like purity. their script was quite interesting and the actors are relle good. and they produced the best actress! not bad -claps- grace and twisted tales. so cute!! they're second. and they're relle good. and the canterville ghost from justice. nicenicenice!! wenshin(i think) is very good at acting. i mean, its a big shock! cos we tot grace, purity and justice would clinch the prizes. we were anticipating very much at that pt of time. when justice, purity and grace were called, we were still preparing for the worst. but... alls well.. but we have to sae, the other classes who hates us, especially PURITY and WISDOM, i think u shouldn be so sore losers. ure onli disgracing urself by making funny faces at us when u walk by our class. those people who dun like our presence in the school, im sorry we have to live in here. we are already doing our best to be very nice while receiving all the bad comments. BUT you people out there who are jealous of our marks or wad, i tell u that you are a good for nothing. ure onli just jealous. and u despise us for our brains. but. we have done nothing to you. so its pretty obvious its you people who are the bad loser freak stupid idiots. im sorry for the vulgarities. if u didn hate us, those words are not meant for you. if u hate us charitians, im sorry u relle deserve those words up there. live well people. dun be too ridiculous in the future. ure just wasting ur life away. anywae. its a great occasion todae! will never forget the dae when we won the mini drama comp. there's onli one minidrama comp 04 in our whole lives!! charitians, we rockkk!!!! Monday, October 25, 2004 splitting headache. owww. todae din get to advertise. tomms!!! but... we totally DISGRACED ourselves in the canteen this recess. haiis. dun talk abt it.. wish me luck tomms. and the minidrama! spent like so long. tired still. but still satisfied to be able to do things for the class. [how i wish to be recognised!!! awwwww... okay that's lame.] left 4 daes. boo. so fast. repeat: slitting headache. owww. Sunday, October 24, 2004 still feeling ridiculed. HOW CAN MAIA BE OUT?the worlds blind. hahas. went to lou's house this morn to finish up the stuff. no one wants to watch with me ouija board!! i want to watch kkaes. and ppl are all so timid. hahas. any brave ppl? okae la weiling yanbing yiling yall relle want to spend so much money and hiding underneath the seats? hehehs. can try the grude. but it is repeat of ju-on i heard. and i watched ju-on already. its scary without any storyline :/ so... anyone? Saturday, October 23, 2004 10charitians chatting in msn; D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T. went to lou's house todae. haha! worked hard on the b*******!! haha. cannot sae otherwise other class copy. lols. joking la. ppl there were the ENTHU peeps! elisa elaine yiling lou yanbing and me! hahas. marianne didn come for SOME reasons. jasmine and estee? dunno... and MOST of the class is like more interested in their games. haiis. did the b******* which is EIGHT majong papers big! elisa wanted the mrt to be tunnel but the rest wants the scenery. :/ drew. painted. TIRED! hahas. but real fun. its the 1st time we were able to get smth done at lou's house. without being superglued to the comp. hahas. was very productive. had to do 3 things!! busybusy! 1.the skit rehearsal, but couldn do cos all the main roles are not here. 2. the props. eg the b*******. 3.the proposal for the cip thing, recycling 4. fam dance prac! haiis. its like, we ppl are incharge of front stage and backstage. the rest are soooo responsible. and adeline, ur script ROCKS. "arent we guides supposed to help those in need?" -pukes- hope eth will go well tomms and finish up many things. -prays hard- Friday, October 22, 2004 the mediacorp movie thing is cool. i mean the moral. not the content :P went to my paradise this morning. now i relle love spending time there. -xing fu de smile- where no one there... feel peace. :) Thursday, October 21, 2004 yoz. huahui doesn seem as fun as last time. when everything had not happened. and a bunch of insensitive people just drive me crazy. they aren human beings. wtf. ppl like to snatch my my fun yeahs? went to the swing right after we were dismissed from the hall; and 2 ppl, one tying 2 silly ponytails, sec ones, came and stood somewhere beside me and gave me pressure. i was being kind so i stopped swinging and let them play while i go back to class. tried to cont jiayi's letter but no mood. so i just grabbed my bag and went back to the swing. it was empty, so great. however when my mood is just about to lift while swinging, those two girls came agn this time with their bags. i decided not to stop so fast and let them play this time since i came 1st, but they stood behind me and kept looking at me and whispering(but i heard) how long would i take. i was quite irritated so i picked up my bag and went up to the hall area. i decided to wait for them to finish enjoying the swing then go back down to swing. but they took like 10min!! i was waiting!! okay they didn noe i was waiting so cannot blame them la. so many ppl walked past me while i sat on the bench looking over the shoulder every now and then to check if they had left. so malu. finally they left, and i went back down... swing agn. it is so nice to swing. haven been swinging since like 2 years ago. BUTBUTBUT, after like 3mins or so, another 2 girls came, put down their bags and stood near me to wait agn. i was so frustrated i got down immediately. blame my luck. izzit fate that hates me? taking everything i enjoy away from me, giving all my chances away to other people? and allow other ppl to insult me? to violate me? no one understands. they think im just having a mood swing. i wasn sad. i wasn angry. i was just, bummed. anywae. forget it. went to cybercafe through canteen. foofangmin acc smiled at me. and i thought her speech was rather proud :/ -guilty- rally is nice. so sad. why give so many candidates? now i dunno who to vote for. Tuesday, October 19, 2004 ohmygod -lks at danfongs tag- there is HUAHUI this week!!!! wahhahahas. cant wait anymore!!! -screams- sexuality education is sexyyy and oh yeah. dun give out personal info on the web! oops. im not supposed to talk abt this. a teacher may just be reading it now.  Nokia 3650 is a groovy phone for a groovy girl/boy like you! You're fun to hang out with and never fails to suprise people with what's new about you! Which Nokia Cellphone is Most Suitable for You? brought to you by Quizilla Monday, October 18, 2004 added abt 100kg of calories!! yikes. gonna run with weiling tomms. food i ate chicken set meal 2 of the choc thing 2grace was selling a huge luxurious choc-cheesecake! -groans- 4fishballs instant meegoreng with one piece of luncheon meat thats all for todae now u noe im trying to cut down for dinner. haha. iwanna sae. u noe wad? ur moodswings are HORRIBLE. dun take us as fools. we're not stupid. YOU'RE THE ONE WITH PROBLEM AND URE SAYING ITS US? WAD THE FCUK. hurrhurr. get the hell lost outta mie life. you suck like no one's business. Sunday, October 17, 2004 yeayea.
i dunno wad to sae. but once i know something... it will stay there forever it will never change esp when its a fact not my opinion not my silly opinion jie shi jiu shi yan shi -shakes head- mei yong de. Saturday, October 16, 2004 im so useless. im so stupid. i cant believe in so stupid. not my results, nono. i guess i'll never get to ______ with them. anywae. i wun be noticed in their presence. so wads the point. i tot i was one of their good friends. but actually. im not. im so insignificant and useless. im not worth living in this world. no. im definitely not. i'll never give my trust to anyone anymore. not even xxxxxxg xxxxxg and xxxxxxg anymore. they wun notice im gone anywae. they re hurting me without knowing it. i guess im just too... not important in their lives. i never made any difference in anyone's life anywae. BAAAH! i can just kill myself and end all miseries. hey. maybe that's a great idea. to get to sleep faster, u have to drink warm milk before bed. i drank cold milk before bed. i think im gonna suffer insomnia tonight :/ -disc 3 Friday, October 15, 2004 its hong dou nv zhi lian time! -looks at danfong- yays. a romantic date with mie jangnara kimjaewon and kimraewon! :) -disc one. Thursday, October 14, 2004 My japanese name is 森田 Morita (forest field) 弓美 Yumi (beautiful bow, as in bow and arrow). i am shen tian gong mei! wahahaha.. i may become shen tian gong zi!! okays.. nvm i'll never get the chance to la.. cleared out my whole cupboard. bookshelf. tired! back ache. and theres a musty smell of socks. dunno come from where. -pukes- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 yay.. finally rmb my password for tagboard looking through someone's links. i realised it was someone's name! hahas. okae. thanx to my brain. lols. made the tag smaller. satisfied. anyone has mp3 jangnara??? i want! kao shi wan le da jia dou kai xin dan shi wo bu kai xin you xu duo yuan yin dan wo que shuo bu chu lai gan dao hen kong xu hen ju sang wei shen me wo yong yuan dou shi zhe yang yin wei yi dian xiao shi er shi luo zhuang kai xin zhuang xing fu mei ge ren dou jue de wo shi ge wu you wu lu de nv hai mei you fan nao mei you xing ge zhi hui dou ren jia kai xin huo tu ran ku qi lai wo hao mei yong shi ge ai ku gui re ren tao yan wo yi qian bu shi zhe yang de wei shen me quan dou bian le? wo hen wo zi qi wo hen wo mei you gu qi wo hen wo bu ren xin shang hai qi ta ren wo hen ba xin shi quan cang zai xin li dan shi zhe shi shang mei ren yao ting wo su ku le da jia quan dou bian le bian de yin xian bian de can bao bian de hao huai hao huai ren ren dou bian le wo ne? i wonder why it is always like that. all the ppl onli care abt s******. even the s****** themselves. i feel so unjustified by the world's way of life. why izzit always like that??? i swear im going to care abt my j****** next yr. im not so stuck-up like most ppl out there. you can sae im enlightened. Tuesday, October 12, 2004 monica: wad i lie? ehs... i relle felt tired lorhs, after doing the skin. then didn want to blog.. u ask me then i blog wan lehs! hmpfs. hao xin mei hao bao. plus, just now earlier horhs, my comp went bonkers beocs of ur gbk! bleahs! this blog is so dead. no one signs my gbk. no one tags my board. -pouts- blogging time. after those HOURS i spent editing the blogskin! feel so satisfied w myself. i acc noe html!! wahhahas. anywae. went to my bro's house. damn modern la. love the sofa!!! -coos- its so nice kkaes. still can lie how many ppl! i want to stayover at his house in the future. onli dunno whether his precious wife will allow. hmpfs. monica: blogged for ur sake kkaes! hahas. must be honoured. anywae... that quote -points below- is i find myself one kkaes(once agn i sae the html thing is done by urs truly) hahahahahaha. okay shant fa feng here. getting too hyper. anyone noes why? of course. the exams are over. Saturday, October 09, 2004 sprained my back. -grimaces- Thursday, October 07, 2004 okay la. not bad. wanna die! no time. didn check finish. too much time. slacked. chose a topic which i din exactly follow. wad can i say? ppl were practically crying after that. not as difficult as i thought! :) okay. not difficult. too simple tho. are they tricking us? sai! the unseen prose made me stuck for 10 min. okay la. nth much to sae.. i finished so fast in the end i was erasing my hands and the table. sai! but yet to come. another sai! also yet to come. then eth will be all over!!! *subjected to change. haha. Sunday, October 03, 2004 watched the charity show. the last 15 min. AND I CAUGHT MY FAVOURITE SU YOU PENG!!! -screams- i just lovelovelove him!!! hahas.. okays. shant slack now. will go to slp. after tomms math and eng will be down!! :D |
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